Hmmm

It's all crashing down. I wish I hadn't met some people so that their lives might have been better. I know yes we leave footprints in everyone's lives. The reason someone is smiling now maybe because of a compliment I made a month ago.. Or maybe because they are looking at a picture of me or us or a gift I gave.
But at the same time someone else might be crying because of me. Someone might be feeling worthless right now because of the way I treated them. Someone somewhere might be on the middle of the road crying on their way home because of the promises I broke. And such people are the ones I wish I hadn't met.
But we don't get to choose who we meet, do we?
It is never too late to medicate a wound. If you've cause one. You better treat it.
And make sure you don't cause another. It sure comes with a price. You will have to maybe lose those people in your life maybe because that's the only way of treating what you have caused.
Some people are definitely better off without you. Life is short to hurt too many people ✌

Don't fall in love with me 💔

💔Don't fall in love with me.
There are days when I get sad without a reason and I just stare at the ceiling with tears running down my face.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
Some days I don't talk to anyone. I just bury myself in my bed and wonder how I became this mess of sadness.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I will become attached to you and I will cry myself to sleep if you don't text me "good night" and I will belive  that it's  cos you are losing interest in me and are tired of me.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I'm too much. I'll depend on you. I need attention, much more than other people. I will talk to you in metaphors and make you one. I will write poems about you and open up my skin at 3 am.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I couldn't stand the disappointment in your eyes when you see my wrists slit.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I will pour everything I have left of me into you, every bit of love, until I have nothing to give. Until I become completely empty.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I'm scared that my sadness is contagious.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
I will replay your sweet words in my head when I hate myself so much that I want to die. Your words will be the only thing that makes me stay.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
You will live in fear. You won't be able to leave me because you would know if you did, I wouldn't have anything to live for.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
Before I met you there wasn't a single person who could stay. You are my hope now.
💔Don't fall in love with me.
Because I will fall in love with you!

Dream

He tried hard to keep her.
She tried harder to push him away.
Somehow he always won!